Gabriel, I opened
a business four years ago to give self-empowerment workshops.
I haven't been able to get it off the ground yet. There seems
to be varying blocks that don't allow me to move forward with
it. I'm wondering if this is what I am suppose to be doing?
The thing you all
need to understand is that you can create in one of two ways.
You either move clearly TOWARDS something consciously or more
often you move AWAY from what you want to avoid. Which ever
is the clearest, most powerful energy will determind what
you manifest. And the truth can always be found in the reality
of what you manifest.
So we suggest you
look and see how clearly you are moving towards this goal,
with a clear passion about why it is important to you or whether
you are unconsciously using the situation to fight some feelings.
This usually comes
from the cycles and conditioning you all learned in childhood.
For instance, you may find that you are using the workshops
to fight the feeling of deprivation. if that is so, you will
find yourself deprived all the time. Creation merely matches
your deepest commitment. And if it is a fight, you then get
stuck in what you don't want and deepen your fight with it.
Know that being
in touch with your feelings is more important than any of
you have realized. Your feelings must align with your thoughts
and intentions in order for them to manifest. If your wounded
feelings do not align, you will continue to fight yourself
in the situation.
You cannot get
rid of negative feelings. You must get in touch with them,
honor them and release them with breath and sound to lessen
the charge. Realize that it IS your feelings that bring things
into manifestation - for the emotional body is the the feminine,
receptive energy.
Many people get
caught wondering why they don't have what they say they want.
This is because the negative feeligns they suppress inside
are drawing the opposite to them, in their unconscious commitment
to avoid the feelings they learned are bad, unacceptable parts
of themselves as children.
I
struggle to decide where to put my energy. I have so many
ideas about how to give and help that it`s hard to choose...my
stress program, healing practice, writing books, etc. At this
time in life I would love to get a hint what to do with "all
my colors."
We
suggest that you choose one thing, based on what you love
the most, or what has tremendous value and meaning and a specific
purpose you can move towards. Pick one thing and begin.
Use
this one focus to build a sense of true meaning and value
in who you are and what you have to offer. Do not get caught
up in the right and wrong thing to do. It is a non-reality.
It
is creating in meaning and value that is most important. So
choose something that is really true to who you are, for this
will connect you with the order of the universe. You will
then receive from it as well, as it reflects the truth your
being.
I have been
advised that I need surgery to remove my whole thyroid gland.
I am very much against doing that surgery. Can you please
advise me in this matter.
The thyroid is
about self-expression and problems here come from the accumulation
of negative feelings that are blocked. If you indeed want
to take a path that won't involve the thyroid being removed,
we suggest that you will need to be willing to take a very
powerful, clear journey inside to get in touch with the wounded,
unexpressed feelings that have remained from your lifetime.
You will need to
look at old disappointments and hurts, as well as getting
in touch with your accumulated, unexpressed angers and rages.
We feel that there is some extreme sadness about past disappointments.
Females tend to
have more flare ups with the thyroid, because in general they
have been told more often to be seen and not heard. Therefore,
the eneriges they hold down and don't express creates these
problems.
So get in touch
with all of your old, unfinished business from the past -
particularly about things that did not come to fruition from
the past. Feel and express and rlease those feelings. Use
breath and a sustained sound of "Ah" to release
the energy of the feelings. Imagine that you are emptying
it from your body into a hole. Get it up, claim your right
to express, and let it all go - so that you can heal the underlying
issues.
However, we are
very careful to say - do NOT do this blindly.
If you do not feel you are capable of turning this around
powerfully in this manner, do the inner work as we have suggested,
but also take advantage of the help that surgery can providel.
You must find the truth in yourself in order to choose. We
simply remind you that if the situation is quite serious,
do not be fool-hardy or in magical thinking out of fear. Simply
suuport yourself in every way possible.
The Goddesses,
particularly Quan Yin, have always been very close to me.
However, I have been feeling very strange recently, as if
that connection has changed in ways that I do not understand
yet.
The ways in which
things are changing is that you are all now attempting to
heal the balance of male and female energies. And you are
likely to connect to these energies as archetypes at this
point, rather than getting caught up in the glamours or attachments
to the specific personalities.
Realize that what
you are healing is the colletive feminine. .
The power of the
divine feminine is related to the nature of things. You know
it is the feminine who recreates life in the womb. Therefore,
it is the most powerful aspect of creation in the physical,
because it brings things into manifestation. The male energy
is the unseen energy.
However, it is
so important to remember that you are all now bringing these
both into balance - everyone on your planet. Allow this blance
with the incoming energies of the 7th ray.
My partner has
suffered from agoraphobia for over 20 years. She experienced
visions of monsters and fear that she might harm others. Since
then she has struggled to overcome the effects of this truama,
and to expand the distance she feels safe to travel - though
I have often felt that she does not want to get better.
I have worked on my feelings, thinking that my acceptance
of the situation might help her shift. Yet I feel that I can't
really pursue the things that really matter to me. Her progress
seems to have stopped - and worse still, I am now finding
that I am affected and feel ill if I plan a day away from
home. Help!!
There is quite
a co-dependent connection taking place here. You are both
affected by the other's energy. This, for her, is a dis-ease
that began with childhood fears. These fears are very primitive,
related to the fear of death. To compensate, the child manages
the fears with a control drama - byt that is because the child
feels stuck and unsafe and out of control. It is important
to realize that she felt very unsupported, with potential
harm, in those early years.
For whatever reasons,
the parents did not hold a safe environment - particularly
in the first stages of nurturing focus.
This brings up
many challenges, bringing up feelings of overwhelmed and trapped.
At the same time, she yearns for the safety and reassurance,
as well as being taken care of like a child. To the child,
this feels like what love is. However, that is not so as an
adult. We do not need the same things that the child needed
in order to KNOW we are safe. It just doesn't feel this way
inside, as the wound has her frozen in the perspectives of
a child. So it is a tender negotiation.
And yes, after
a while you can build up literal "monsters" in the
astral. This is nothing more than a build up of negative thought
forms over time. They are perceived by the adult, because
they are habitually still seeing through the eyes of the child,
because of the emotional freezing.
She needs to begin
working with a good practitioner who can clear her energy
field, as well as astral energy. She also needs the tools
and encouragement to get in touch with her childhood feelings.
To get them out, where she feels support, will be most helpful
to catch up to the adult reality.
Once she begins
to do these things, she needs to be careful to shift the focus
from the child's fears into the supported, safe adult reality
she now lives in. She needs to learn to be more fully in her
actual body. So deep breathing to open the solar plexus will
help. She might also stomp in place and thrust the fists downward
to get herself into her body.
She can over time
begin to remind herself how to stay in the adult reality.
For you, simply
reinforce the postive safety and support that is your reality.
If she is willing to take advantage of this support, then
it will be a healing. But remember that you cannot save her,
It is not your job. If she is unwilling to choose and move
through te feelings, you need to be willing to let her be
in her free will and choice. One way or another, you both
need to disengage from the parts of your old choices that
have held you in co-dependency.
What troubles
me is that I see divine perfection in all that is, but am
still embodied on this earth. The more I see divinity in the
wholeness of life, the more my fragment seems to experience
lack of balance. In other words, although I see the divine
potential and am spiritually calm, the outer experiences I
have had in the last couple of years have been HELL.
Honestly, I feel called to help money become obsolete, knowing
that if we invest in one another, we will pull ourselves into
the next stage of evolution. Now, with my two children, I
am homeless and careless and don't know what to do next. How
do I bring balance to this life that is mine, so that I may
serve my highest purpose as well as my own individual life
purpose?
What we would suggest
is that you help yourself with the realities of your present
situation first. Ask for the aid you need. For instance, there
are some organizations that can help.
We feel that there
is some kind of a "bummer belief system" that has
left you in the hell that spirituality is good and making
money is bad. This is not conscious. It is from the family
system.
So look back at
what messages you received from mom and dad about wealth and
money. This has not allowed you to be in the flow of the physical,
to take advantage of your spiritual integration. Money is
not bad. You live in a material world, and money gives you
a chance to experience prosperity through giving and receiving.
You wll not know this experience if you stay in your unconscious
judgment and fighting deprivation.
If you continue
to fight, the situation will not get easier any time soon.
It will only get more extreme, until you wake up to the unhealthy
nature of your old focus and energy. You need to move towards
life, into the balance of life and the flow of giving and
receiving in every way possible.
Please ask for
help and do not sit in the pride that will come before the
fall. There is no room for this now. Get into the flow...
