Gabriel, I use
myself as an instrument for love, using universal energy to
help other people, and I wonder if I finally can create an
income so my husband can relax some. I also realize I desire
to find income from who I really am..
Dear one, if indeed
you are practicing universl love, then you know it as a force
that flows both ways....it goes out to others and is also
received to nurture you in full abundance. This is because
you live in a lavishly abundant universe. So as for the love
force, there is no reason why any of you should not be rich
in your manifestation, receiving in value monetarily for the
work that you do to serve others.
If that has not
been your experience, then perhaps there is within your subconsicous
an old family belief system about money that somehow associates
it as a bad or negative thing. This is a common experience
with many people who are in spiritual work. You have lived
in a world that misinterprets that spirit is good and the
physical is bad and shameful. But your experience doesn't
have to reflect that.
Many families have
bummer beliefs about money and deserving it...and lack an
flow from not loving themselves enough to receive it. Sometimes
it is the same person who cannot receive for themselves, but
can easily create money for others. There are many reasons
behind this.
So we suggest that
you go to the source, looking for all the messages you learned
about money. Talk to your inner child and find out the messages
you received about money from mom and dad that stuck with
you. Who did they tell you deserves it? What do you have to
do to deserve it?
Approximately 88
per cent of the population of the world who are poor people
are in their situation based on their family beliefs, not
on their capacity to earn money.
So look at these
things in your life...what were the beliefs about rich people
that were in any way put down or judged? For those who find
this is the case, they might subconsiously keep themselves
deprived and struggling, mistaken that this is what is required
to remain a part ocf the clan. The subconscious has typically
been filled with these decisions made by you when you were
a child, fearful to challenge the system, to be seen outside
what you learned was acceptable - even by opening to receive
abundance.
Then ask yourself,
"Am I using my work with others to move towards fulfillment
and abundance? or am I using it to avoid some other feeling,
like deprivation?" If you are committed to avoid a feeling,
you will constantly attract ways to avoid and fight the feeling.
That is how you create on your planet, by whatever you truly
focus on the most powerfully. Too often it is messages held
in the subconscious that are the most powerfully charged and
passionate.
These are some
places to begin to explore as you seek to resolve the dilemma
you are describing.
Gabriel, Last
December I found the courage to break from a relationship
and a situation which didn’t suit me anymore. It was not in
integrity. But I don’t feel supported at all by the universe.
Until now my attempts to be independant have been fruitless.
I cannot find a place to live (because of the renting policy
requiring proof of income). I feel blocked, with no way back,
sideways or foward … I have had no choice but to live in the
same house than my ex-partner... unless I am willing to leave
my kids and everything behind ... Why that ?
Dear one, this
has occurred because while you have been with your partner,
you have continually practiced giving away your power. You
have not been in independence. Within these choices, you have
not prepared yourself energetically for what is required to
stand on your own.
To the child within,
it feels threatening to move out and be independent. So you
must take things one step at a time and learn how to open
to that experience of personal freedom and power.
You have what we
can all Oral defense. Each of the defenses was established
at stages of childhood. The Oral defense believes, "If
I am independent and on my own, I will experience rejection
and abandanment. I will be alone and unloved. Therefore, I
must remain helpless, like a child in order to be connected
to others....That way, I make sure they feel powerful."
This is learned behavior from the original family set-up.
The statement you
made is very general, but enshrouds more or less your whole
life. That is not realistic. We suggest that you do not separate
your life into such extremes of good or bad....Learn to find
the middle ground for solutions. Note one thing by one other
thing that you must approach and solve and find the answer
for...so that you can learn how to stand in your personal
power and know that it is safe.
Begin to value
yourself in this way.
Start by doing a book of self-acknoweldgment. Divide it into
three parts - past, present and future. Every day write down
six things that you can acknowledge about yourself from the
past, six things that you acknowledge from that very day and
six things that you plan to do in the future. There is a reason
for the number six.
This exercise trains your nervous system into self-acknowledgment,
training your mind, your way of thinking and feeling, so that
you move into an awareness of your own value and deservability.
Focus on all the goodness that you have to offer. Commit to
do it every day, because it is a commitment to self-l;ove,
to YOU. This will help build the necessary foundation.
My question
is about the 5th dimension. How does it relate to the human
perspective and when in our conscious development are we aware
of it?
You are becoming
aware of the fifth dimension now, in this age of Aquarius,
for the first time in your history for mass consciousness.
The fifth dimension is the dimension of the soul, known as
the causal plane. This is the where the soul lives and is
aware of itself.
The purpose of
the soul is for individuation of spirit, to experience all
of the possibilities of itself. You are one facet of that
divine expression.
Soul experience
brings to the human experience into the divine nature of spirit.
And it brings to spirit an awareness of itself in physical
expression. The soul is experienced by integrating the force
of love, the creative force, to experess the truth of your
individuality.
The causal plane
is the plane that reveals the value of the individual, based
on their talents, abilities and qualities of being - the meaning
and depth of life, based on their willingness to feel and
experience with all of life - moving from the inside out into
life. To begin to assimilate the soul, the fifth dimension,
will reveal your individual needs, that are channeled into
your purpose in life. This is fulfilled by the choices and
intentions that you create.
The soul brings
you into meaning, value and purpose. That is why we have come
at this time, to prepare you to shift from your lives of survival,
defense and separation into this world of meaning, value and
purpose. That is the experience of the soul, which is revealing
itself at this time.
Are the current
world leaders, who are sanctioning wars and retribution,misguided
souls or do they serve a higher purpose? In other words, are
they the catalyst needed for the earth's next evolution cycle?
Everything in creation
serves a purpose, and is a part of the Divine Plan. It is
all necessary. Everything is a part of everything else. And
yes, each of these aspects of creation can serve as a catalyst,
as you put it.
When you have two
sides, you have known them through the duality that mankind
has created out of polarity. When there is wounding and shame,
you learned to separate the sides of experience into the concept
of good/bad or good and evil. Once this is in place, you seek
to evolve through the conflict of individual differences.
In that approach, there is contant opposition, which creates
destruction.
You name who is
wrong...and this creates constant friction.
This is what you
hve been learning in the age of Pisces. You are now to resovle
duality in the Age of Aquarius. First, both sides must see
themselves clearly in their extremes - willing to see all
the ways that their choices no longer work. This is being
encouraged through the downloading of the seventh ray of consciousness,
the energy of the White Magician, that breaks down all systems
that are in this dualistic system. The purpose of the violet
flame, the seventh ray, is to create the communion of souls.
As things unfold
in your world, you are revealing what is not working in powerful
ways, in an attempt to wake you up - to encourage you to seek
new solutions. To continue to simply make someone "wrong"
will not solve it. YOu must respond with new solutions.
Every one is playing
their role and is necessary, according to how you are choosing
your free will tp create or your willfulness to misuuse energy
and control the world around you. The choice is always yours.
And as long as you resonate with the misuse of energy, you
will find it reflected in the world around you. You have been
given the power of free will and choice...
You become a part
of the resonance of solution when you choose to resolve these
parts within yourself. That is always the place of power.
Look inside to see if you are leading your own life with integrity
and a focus on the good of the whole....or are you seeking
to be right, to get your own narcissistic agenda fulfilled.
Or are you aware of how you are creating to enhance the world,
encouraging others to find that same power within themselves?
You must learn
to create the solutions within, as well as then coming together
in value to work in unity for the resolution of the whole.
I have had the
challenge of not being able to get "real work" in Greece,
as well as dealing with the pressures of separation. One thing
that has been opening to me is doing some babysitting to supplement
my income. However, as a great deal of this work takes place
in the daytime, I have to be with these children all the time.
It seems that these children are in need of someone to "watch
over" them because they are accident prone and also need the
personal attention they are not getting from their parents.
There is even one child with special needs who only speaks
German.
I always wanted to start a Reiki practice, but this seems
to be taking a long time to establish - while my "baby sitting"
has really taken off. I have been told that I connect with
these children on many different levels. I would really appreciate
some insight into this situation.
First of all, don't
use what you are doing to fight your deprivation. But rather
use what you are doing to express the best parts of yourself
- to share those best parts of you. Ad learn to recognize
and acknowledge those parts of yourself....your talents, abilities
and qualities of being. They are obviously being recognized
in your care of children.
If you have not
taken the steps required to established a Reiki practice,
perhaps you must find the parts of yourself that don't want
to on some level. It might seem to be too much work, or be
too exposing. There are many possibilities. However, it seems
that you are finding that you don't want it fully, willing
to do whatever it takes to continue to establish and let it
grow.
The babysitting
job is something that you have previously not placed a great
deal of "importance" on, so the ego has stayed out
of the way and allowed the manifestation. And yet within the
job, you have been real, supportive, anad available...and
get paid.
The question to
ask yourself is, "Do I love this/ enjoy this?" If
the answer is yes, then don't change anything. Just add to
it. If the answer is no, then ask yourself why you are doing
it and putting your energy there? Just to make a buck? No
matter what you do to "just earn money," you will
always be unfilfilled in some way.
If you approach
life with celebration, you will find that life will mirror
that commitment and give you the same rich rewards. Let yourself
in to your own heart. Learn to receive from whatever you are
doing, while you are offering and sharing and giving and enhancing
the world around you.
Giving and receiveing
are two parts of breathing. If you only do one, you will die.
So breathe completely and let life flourish.
