Gabriel, I opened a business four years ago to give self-empowerment
workshops. I haven't been able to get it off the ground yet.
There seems to be varying blocks that don't allow me to move
forward with it. I'm wondering if this is what I am suppose
to be doing?
The thing you all need to understand is that you can create
in one of two ways. You either move clearly TOWARDS something
consciously or more often you move AWAY from what you want
to avoid. Which ever is the clearest, most powerful energy
will determind what you manifest. And the truth can always
be found in the reality of what you manifest.
So we suggest you look and see how clearly you are moving
towards this goal, with a clear passion about why it is important
to you or whether you are unconsciously using the situation
to fight some feelings.
This usually comes from the cycles and conditioning you all
learned in childhood. For instance, you may find that you
are using the workshops to fight the feeling of deprivation.
if that is so, you will find yourself deprived all the time.
Creation merely matches your deepest commitment. And if it
is a fight, you then get stuck in what you don't want and
deepen your fight with it.
Know that being in touch with your feelings is more important
than any of you have realized. Your feelings must align with
your thoughts and intentions in order for them to manifest.
If your wounded feelings do not align, you will continue to
fight yourself in the situation.
You cannot get rid of negative feelings. You must get in
touch with them, honor them and release them with breath and
sound to lessen the charge. Realize that it IS your feelings
that bring things into manifestation - for the emotional body
is the the feminine, receptive energy.
Many people get caught wondering why they don't have what
they say they want. This is because the negative feeligns
they suppress inside are drawing the opposite to them, in
their unconscious commitment to avoid the feelings they learned
are bad, unacceptable parts of themselves as children.
I struggle to decide where to put my energy.
I have so many ideas about how to give and help that it`s
hard to choose...my stress program, healing practice, writing
books, etc. At this time in life I would love to get a hint
what to do with "all my colors."
We suggest that you choose one thing, based
on what you love the most, or what has tremendous value and
meaning and a specific purpose you can move towards. Pick
one thing and begin.
Use this one focus to build a sense of true
meaning and value in who you are and what you have to offer.
Do not get caught up in the right and wrong thing to do. It
is a non-reality.
It is creating in meaning and value that is
most important. So choose something that is really true to
who you are, for this will connect you with the order of the
universe. You will then receive from it as well, as it reflects
the truth your being.
I have been advised that I need surgery to remove my whole
thyroid gland. I am very much against doing that surgery.
Can you please advise me in this matter.
The thyroid is about self-expression and problems here come
from the accumulation of negative feelings that are blocked.
If you indeed want to take a path that won't involve the thyroid
being removed, we suggest that you will need to be willing
to take a very powerful, clear journey inside to get in touch
with the wounded, unexpressed feelings that have remained
from your lifetime.
You will need to look at old disappointments and hurts, as
well as getting in touch with your accumulated, unexpressed
angers and rages. We feel that there is some extreme sadness
about past disappointments.
Females tend to have more flare ups with the thyroid, because
in general they have been told more often to be seen and not
heard. Therefore, the eneriges they hold down and don't express
creates these problems.
So get in touch with all of your old, unfinished business
from the past - particularly about things that did not come
to fruition from the past. Feel and express and rlease those
feelings. Use breath and a sustained sound of "Ah"
to release the energy of the feelings. Imagine that you are
emptying it from your body into a hole. Get it up, claim your
right to express, and let it all go - so that you can heal
the underlying issues.
However, we are very careful to say - do NOT do this blindly.
If you do not feel you are capable of turning this around
powerfully in this manner, do the inner work as we have suggested,
but also take advantage of the help that surgery can providel.
You must find the truth in yourself in order to choose. We
simply remind you that if the situation is quite serious,
do not be fool-hardy or in magical thinking out of fear. Simply
suuport yourself in every way possible.
The Goddesses, particularly Quan Yin, have always been
very close to me. However, I have been feeling very strange
recently, as if that connection has changed in ways that I
do not understand yet.
The ways in which things are changing is that you are all
now attempting to heal the balance of male and female energies.
And you are likely to connect to these energies as archetypes
at this point, rather than getting caught up in the glamours
or attachments to the specific personalities.
Realize that what you are healing is the colletive feminine.
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The power of the divine feminine is related to the nature
of things. You know it is the feminine who recreates life
in the womb. Therefore, it is the most powerful aspect of
creation in the physical, because it brings things into manifestation.
The male energy is the unseen energy.
However, it is so important to remember that you are all
now bringing these both into balance - everyone on your planet.
Allow this blance with the incoming energies of the 7th ray.
My partner has suffered from agoraphobia for over 20 years.
She experienced visions of monsters and fear that she might
harm others. Since then she has struggled to overcome the
effects of this truama, and to expand the distance she feels
safe to travel - though I have often felt that she does not
want to get better.
I have worked on my feelings, thinking that my acceptance
of the situation might help her shift. Yet I feel that I can't
really pursue the things that really matter to me. Her progress
seems to have stopped - and worse still, I am now finding
that I am affected and feel ill if I plan a day away from
home. Help!!
There is quite a co-dependent connection taking place here.
You are both affected by the other's energy. This, for her,
is a dis-ease that began with childhood fears. These fears
are very primitive, related to the fear of death. To compensate,
the child manages the fears with a control drama - byt that
is because the child feels stuck and unsafe and out of control.
It is important to realize that she felt very unsupported,
with potential harm, in those early years.
For whatever reasons, the parents did not hold a safe environment
- particularly in the first stages of nurturing focus.
This brings up many challenges, bringing up feelings of overwhelmed
and trapped. At the same time, she yearns for the safety and
reassurance, as well as being taken care of like a child.
To the child, this feels like what love is. However, that
is not so as an adult. We do not need the same things that
the child needed in order to KNOW we are safe. It just doesn't
feel this way inside, as the wound has her frozen in the perspectives
of a child. So it is a tender negotiation.
And yes, after a while you can build up literal "monsters"
in the astral. This is nothing more than a build up of negative
thought forms over time. They are perceived by the adult,
because they are habitually still seeing through the eyes
of the child, because of the emotional freezing.
She needs to begin working with a good practitioner who can
clear her energy field, as well as astral energy. She also
needs the tools and encouragement to get in touch with her
childhood feelings. To get them out, where she feels support,
will be most helpful to catch up to the adult reality.
Once she begins to do these things, she needs to be careful
to shift the focus from the child's fears into the supported,
safe adult reality she now lives in. She needs to learn to
be more fully in her actual body. So deep breathing to open
the solar plexus will help. She might also stomp in place
and thrust the fists downward to get herself into her body.
She can over time begin to remind herself how to stay in
the adult reality.
For you, simply reinforce the postive safety and support
that is your reality. If she is willing to take advantage
of this support, then it will be a healing. But remember that
you cannot save her, It is not your job. If she is unwilling
to choose and move through te feelings, you need to be willing
to let her be in her free will and choice. One way or another,
you both need to disengage from the parts of your old choices
that have held you in co-dependency.
What troubles me is that I see divine perfection in all
that is, but am still embodied on this earth. The more I see
divinity in the wholeness of life, the more my fragment seems
to experience lack of balance. In other words, although I
see the divine potential and am spiritually calm, the outer
experiences I have had in the last couple of years have been
HELL.
Honestly, I feel called to help money become obsolete, knowing
that if we invest in one another, we will pull ourselves into
the next stage of evolution. Now, with my two children, I
am homeless and careless and don't know what to do next. How
do I bring balance to this life that is mine, so that I may
serve my highest purpose as well as my own individual life
purpose?
What we would suggest is that you help yourself with the
realities of your present situation first. Ask for the aid
you need. For instance, there are some organizations that
can help.
We feel that there is some kind of a "bummer belief
system" that has left you in the hell that spirituality
is good and making money is bad. This is not conscious. It
is from the family system.
So look back at what messages you received from mom and dad
about wealth and money. This has not allowed you to be in
the flow of the physical, to take advantage of your spiritual
integration. Money is not bad. You live in a material world,
and money gives you a chance to experience prosperity through
giving and receiving. You wll not know this experience if
you stay in your unconscious judgment and fighting deprivation.
If you continue to fight, the situation will not get easier
any time soon. It will only get more extreme, until you wake
up to the unhealthy nature of your old focus and energy. You
need to move towards life, into the balance of life and the
flow of giving and receiving in every way possible.
Please ask for help and do not sit in the pride that will
come before the fall. There is no room for this now. Get into
the flow...
