Gabriel, I use myself as an instrument for love, using universal
energy to help other people, and I wonder if I finally can create
an income so my husband can relax some. I also realize I desire
to find income from who I really am..
Dear one, if indeed you are practicing universl love, then you
know it as a force that flows both ways....it goes out to others
and is also received to nurture you in full abundance. This is
because you live in a lavishly abundant universe. So as for the
love force, there is no reason why any of you should not be rich
in your manifestation, receiving in value monetarily for the work
that you do to serve others.
If that has not been your experience, then perhaps there is within
your subconsicous an old family belief system about money that
somehow associates it as a bad or negative thing. This is a common
experience with many people who are in spiritual work. You have
lived in a world that misinterprets that spirit is good and the
physical is bad and shameful. But your experience doesn't have
to reflect that.
Many families have bummer beliefs about money and deserving it...and
lack an flow from not loving themselves enough to receive it.
Sometimes it is the same person who cannot receive for themselves,
but can easily create money for others. There are many reasons
behind this.
So we suggest that you go to the source, looking for all the
messages you learned about money. Talk to your inner child and
find out the messages you received about money from mom and dad
that stuck with you. Who did they tell you deserves it? What do
you have to do to deserve it?
Approximately 88 per cent of the population of the world who
are poor people are in their situation based on their family beliefs,
not on their capacity to earn money.
So look at these things in your life...what were the beliefs
about rich people that were in any way put down or judged? For
those who find this is the case, they might subconsiously keep
themselves deprived and struggling, mistaken that this is what
is required to remain a part ocf the clan. The subconscious has
typically been filled with these decisions made by you when you
were a child, fearful to challenge the system, to be seen outside
what you learned was acceptable - even by opening to receive abundance.
Then ask yourself, "Am I using my work with others to move
towards fulfillment and abundance? or am I using it to avoid some
other feeling, like deprivation?" If you are committed to
avoid a feeling, you will constantly attract ways to avoid and
fight the feeling. That is how you create on your planet, by whatever
you truly focus on the most powerfully. Too often it is messages
held in the subconscious that are the most powerfully charged
and passionate.
These are some places to begin to explore as you seek to resolve
the dilemma you are describing.
Gabriel, Last December I found the courage to break from a
relationship and a situation which didn’t suit me anymore. It
was not in integrity. But I don’t feel supported at all by the
universe.
Until now my attempts to be independant have been fruitless.
I cannot find a place to live (because of the renting policy requiring
proof of income). I feel blocked, with no way back, sideways or
foward … I have had no choice but to live in the same house than
my ex-partner... unless I am willing to leave my kids and everything
behind ... Why that ?
Dear one, this has occurred because while you have been with
your partner, you have continually practiced giving away your
power. You have not been in independence. Within these choices,
you have not prepared yourself energetically for what is required
to stand on your own.
To the child within, it feels threatening to move out and be
independent. So you must take things one step at a time and learn
how to open to that experience of personal freedom and power.
You have what we can all Oral defense. Each of the defenses was
established at stages of childhood. The Oral defense believes,
"If I am independent and on my own, I will experience rejection
and abandanment. I will be alone and unloved. Therefore, I must
remain helpless, like a child in order to be connected to others....That
way, I make sure they feel powerful."
This is learned behavior from the original family set-up.
The statement you made is very general, but enshrouds more or
less your whole life. That is not realistic. We suggest that you
do not separate your life into such extremes of good or bad....Learn
to find the middle ground for solutions. Note one thing by one
other thing that you must approach and solve and find the answer
for...so that you can learn how to stand in your personal power
and know that it is safe.
Begin to value yourself in this way.
Start by doing a book of self-acknoweldgment. Divide it into three
parts - past, present and future. Every day write down six things
that you can acknowledge about yourself from the past, six things
that you acknowledge from that very day and six things that you
plan to do in the future. There is a reason for the number six.
This exercise trains your nervous system into self-acknowledgment,
training your mind, your way of thinking and feeling, so that
you move into an awareness of your own value and deservability.
Focus on all the goodness that you have to offer. Commit to do
it every day, because it is a commitment to self-l;ove, to YOU.
This will help build the necessary foundation.
My question is about the 5th dimension. How does it relate
to the human perspective and when in our conscious development
are we aware of it?
You are becoming aware of the fifth dimension now, in this age
of Aquarius, for the first time in your history for mass consciousness.
The fifth dimension is the dimension of the soul, known as the
causal plane. This is the where the soul lives and is aware of
itself.
The purpose of the soul is for individuation of spirit, to experience
all of the possibilities of itself. You are one facet of that
divine expression.
Soul experience brings to the human experience into the divine
nature of spirit. And it brings to spirit an awareness of itself
in physical expression. The soul is experienced by integrating
the force of love, the creative force, to experess the truth of
your individuality.
The causal plane is the plane that reveals the value of the individual,
based on their talents, abilities and qualities of being - the
meaning and depth of life, based on their willingness to feel
and experience with all of life - moving from the inside out into
life. To begin to assimilate the soul, the fifth dimension, will
reveal your individual needs, that are channeled into your purpose
in life. This is fulfilled by the choices and intentions that
you create.
The soul brings you into meaning, value and purpose. That is
why we have come at this time, to prepare you to shift from your
lives of survival, defense and separation into this world of meaning,
value and purpose. That is the experience of the soul, which is
revealing itself at this time.
Are the current world leaders, who are sanctioning wars and
retribution,misguided souls or do they serve a higher purpose?
In other words, are they the catalyst needed for the earth's next
evolution cycle?
Everything in creation serves a purpose, and is a part of the
Divine Plan. It is all necessary. Everything is a part of everything
else. And yes, each of these aspects of creation can serve as
a catalyst, as you put it.
When you have two sides, you have known them through the duality
that mankind has created out of polarity. When there is wounding
and shame, you learned to separate the sides of experience into
the concept of good/bad or good and evil. Once this is in place,
you seek to evolve through the conflict of individual differences.
In that approach, there is contant opposition, which creates destruction.
You name who is wrong...and this creates constant friction.
This is what you hve been learning in the age of Pisces. You
are now to resovle duality in the Age of Aquarius. First, both
sides must see themselves clearly in their extremes - willing
to see all the ways that their choices no longer work. This is
being encouraged through the downloading of the seventh ray of
consciousness, the energy of the White Magician, that breaks down
all systems that are in this dualistic system. The purpose of
the violet flame, the seventh ray, is to create the communion
of souls.
As things unfold in your world, you are revealing what is not
working in powerful ways, in an attempt to wake you up - to encourage
you to seek new solutions. To continue to simply make someone
"wrong" will not solve it. YOu must respond with new
solutions.
Every one is playing their role and is necessary, according to
how you are choosing your free will tp create or your willfulness
to misuuse energy and control the world around you. The choice
is always yours. And as long as you resonate with the misuse of
energy, you will find it reflected in the world around you. You
have been given the power of free will and choice...
You become a part of the resonance of solution when you choose
to resolve these parts within yourself. That is always the place
of power. Look inside to see if you are leading your own life
with integrity and a focus on the good of the whole....or are
you seeking to be right, to get your own narcissistic agenda fulfilled.
Or are you aware of how you are creating to enhance the world,
encouraging others to find that same power within themselves?
You must learn to create the solutions within, as well as then
coming together in value to work in unity for the resolution of
the whole.
I have had the challenge of not being able to get "real work"
in Greece, as well as dealing with the pressures of separation.
One thing that has been opening to me is doing some babysitting
to supplement my income. However, as a great deal of this work
takes place in the daytime, I have to be with these children all
the time.
It seems that these children are in need of someone to "watch
over" them because they are accident prone and also need the personal
attention they are not getting from their parents. There is even
one child with special needs who only speaks German.
I always wanted to start a Reiki practice, but this seems to be
taking a long time to establish - while my "baby sitting" has
really taken off. I have been told that I connect with these children
on many different levels. I would really appreciate some insight
into this situation.
First of all, don't use what you are doing to fight your deprivation.
But rather use what you are doing to express the best parts of
yourself - to share those best parts of you. Ad learn to recognize
and acknowledge those parts of yourself....your talents, abilities
and qualities of being. They are obviously being recognized in
your care of children.
If you have not taken the steps required to established a Reiki
practice, perhaps you must find the parts of yourself that don't
want to on some level. It might seem to be too much work, or be
too exposing. There are many possibilities. However, it seems
that you are finding that you don't want it fully, willing to
do whatever it takes to continue to establish and let it grow.
The babysitting job is something that you have previously not
placed a great deal of "importance" on, so the ego has
stayed out of the way and allowed the manifestation. And yet within
the job, you have been real, supportive, anad available...and
get paid.
The question to ask yourself is, "Do I love this/ enjoy
this?" If the answer is yes, then don't change anything.
Just add to it. If the answer is no, then ask yourself why you
are doing it and putting your energy there? Just to make a buck?
No matter what you do to "just earn money," you will
always be unfilfilled in some way.
If you approach life with celebration, you will find that life
will mirror that commitment and give you the same rich rewards.
Let yourself in to your own heart. Learn to receive from whatever
you are doing, while you are offering and sharing and giving and
enhancing the world around you.
Giving and receiveing are two parts of breathing. If you only
do one, you will die. So breathe completely and let life flourish.
